Rut

It is so easy to fall into a rut only to realize weeks have gone by and you haven't done a single productive thing. That is where I am right now. I want to sleep. I want to cry. I want more time. Then I think what am I saying? I have more free time than the average 36 year old woman. It's times like this I disgust myself. Who am I to ask for anything? If I just stop and look around I will see how good I have it. I am spoiled. I don't have the right to be unhappy. Girl, suck it up! Go take a shower and DO SOMETHING!