Lost

I've been a bit lost lately, hence the lack of posts. Mostly I have been sleeping my days away. I hate that I do that, but I cant seem to stop. Even the coffee doesn't help. Ugh. Today I have been playing on Tumblr and working on my own inspiration book. I get overwhelmed with the amount of projects I want to do and money I want to spend (but don't have) that I can't seem to start. I never did finish the bathroom. :/ What a crazy mess my brain is. On a happy note, I had my first pottery class. I was of course nervous as all get out (even got dizzy as I approached the door) but I am super excited to be over that hurdle and start creating. It's been so long that it isn't as automatic as it once was for me, and actually a little hard to use the right pressure with my fingers. I didn't think about my stupid neurological issues with my fingers. Oh well, it was fun to get dirty. :) Now if only I would get motivated to pull out my watercolors... even just painting blocks of color would be something. Sometimes I wonder what the hell happened to me, why did I abandon the one thing I really love about life (being creative, making art). I don't even have kids to blame it on, I simply became lazy. I just got to keep at it. Even baby steps are steps forward.